sotd: 18002738255 – logic. Had to copy and paste that because there was no way I remembered that. Got it because man logic was on rick and morty and because it’s real trendy to watch that show, even though it’s just an inferior phineas and ferb.
For the first time in probably a year I actually deleted a portion of a post and didn’t delete it. For some weird ass reason i thought I’d write about death, (it has more context than that, I promise) then I remembered, what the hell am I doing, this blog is meant to be shits, giggles and me shitting on myself.
I got my anniversary badge the other day, two years I’ve been on this infernal site, 730 something posts, at 300 words average a post that’s 219000 words (honestly I thought it would be a lot more impressive than that, that’s not even 7 bloody figures) if anything it’s a testament to the power of building habits, it’s just kinda instinctual now, part of the daily routine, you find time to fit it in. Unlike other habits, this one is so ingrained it’s as quotidian as taking a shit, a verbose, angsty-teenager shit.
I wrote a lovely little anniversary post last year, I won’t this year, by now it’s just a diary of a kid. A documentation of a life lived. I was watching one of those lifestyle videos, one of those ones where upperclass white kids go to cambodia, pretend to be poor, get outrageously comfy looking clothes and just go around filming cinematics and eating smoothie bowls and pretend they’re both traditional cuisine and healthy, and pretend they’re entrepreneurs (in my angry haze I forgot where this point is going).
Looking back at that must be cool, to see what they did, the highlights. THis blog is kinda the same thing but it also shows the angst, the rubbish i have to go through and the mundaneness of daily life, the fun and giggles.
So as I promised on new year’s I’ll try be more honest, talk about the real stuff because fuck it I’m 17, I can take a little roasting about some words I wrote on a blog – that and book summaries because I need to start doing them, I barely remember anything I read.
Happy anniversary guys.