sotd: young dumb and broke – khalid. Not actually released yet, just shitty youtube clips from his concerts (still gutted I missed the one in london) but vibes are real AND AMERICAN TEEN DROPS TOMORROW.
As the title suggest today’s post is all about taking l’s and losing. It’s not something I very much like and something I don’t deal well with. In the last few weeks I’ve taken a fair number of L’ firstly sydney camp thing, then this morning not getting an opportunity to watch a surgery and now I’m pretty sure I didn’t get into natural sciences summer school at cambridge.
I think we all have this thing where we forget about successes and focus only on where we failed. It’s a good thing primarily, helps you improve but it’s also weird, I’m all pissy and dejected and not thinking about the cool shit like global leaders conference and oxbridge international which are probably stupid hard to get into.
I think I have to get used to taking ls. at work I was complaining about it all and the guy was like “shut the fuck up, you’re doing fine” and yeah I suppose I am, just need to get used to losing because yeah I’m nowhere near talented enough to expect to always win and if I am always winning I’m not doing nearly enough work.
Sound finishing here because I have homework because my teachers a pussy bitch making me redo it because working is more important than anything else (love her but it’s annoying and I’m tired after work)