Sotd: act my age – hoodie allen. One of those coming of age songs that was well good back in the day and from them on I’ve always smashed that skip button.
Low key when you start reading those symptom lists online you convince yourself that you have each and every disease imaginable. I’m convinced I’m prediabietic now but I doubt it, I don’t eat that much sugar but then again those weak Asian genetics might’ve let me down.
I’m trying to think of an idea, but I’m way too parched and my only thought is trying to survive this bus ride and Jesus it’s awful.
Let’s talk about my inability to do anything for myself. Exhibit A. I left my watch at badminton on Sunday, badminton is set at my school so my school probably has my watch. The sports hall is like a 4 minute walk from the main campus, it is now Wednesday and I haven’t even bothered trying to get it. My next time I’m in there is Friday morning and that’s when I’ll ask. The laziness is unbelievable.
Yesterday before a maths test I was sure I should go and revise, it’s kinda important for me not to fail maths this year and yeah it would be good if I did well. But na my friends couldn’t be bothered so I just stayed with them and not revise. I ended up getting slaughtered by the maths test.
My punctuation in this is fucking horrible but I’m kinda under slept and dehydrated and its a very bad way to live your life.
I had this thought this morning that I should find a way to get myself addicted to sleep rather than like my phone or something because sleep is just so awesome and makes me so happy when I do it well and yeah something needs to happen so that sleep becomes my #1 addiction.
There was something else on this topic but I’m too confused to do it. Actually it was about me dropping some habits for convenience like I haven’t read in a week or so and haven’t played piano in a while but I’ve had other things to focus on so it’s kinda merited but not really – I’ll try and work on it but who knows, first I need some water